My Journey

Pernah bercita-cita untuk menjadi seorang juruterbang wanita pertama Malaysia, tetapi sangat mencintai dan ingin mendalami ilmu biologi, namun telah dipanggil untuk menyahut cabaran dalam bidang seni bina walaubagaimanapun telah ditakdirkan menyambung kehidupan sebagai mahasiswi kejuruteraan elektrik-elektronik ketika ini. [3rd year survivor of electrical & electronic engineering student]

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Saturday, June 30, 2012

I got two PAU's' on my cheek

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

first of all...I nak yelling kuat2..AWAK, i GOT a BIG PAU on my cheeks..I gain weight for past a year..So, I need to fix my body back..O God...

I have to take the first step or I'll stay as now forever...

dush!!!

where my skipping rope...tomorrow, I'll do six round...and refuse my daily menu...and Ramadhan please help me...

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Just BE yourSELF ;-)

bismillahirahmanirahim....

Assalamualaikum...x jawab dosa..klau jawab SAYANG :-)

erm,

I just want to tell myself *especiallynye laa "please, be myself"
I am ME..yeaa..
I am Me..

sumtime i couldn't understand why WE (me) must be someone else only for get some attention..
you know what I mean?

yar, I admit that ALL teenager out there even me want some attention from someone else...maybe our parents's attention, teachers, friends, someone we love, or societies...no matter what kind of attention, teenager really like it, don't you?...

but, nah, something we have missed from our heart..something that extremely important to our live..something that had brought us to this kind of world...

YES, that's Allah's love...Could you see anything that's important more than Him?
He gives us life..He gives us food..He gives us healthy..He gives us home..He gives EVERYTHING we need..LOVE + MEMORY + GUIDANCE..All sort of facility...

BUT WHY we've not even been thankful with His Kindness, Merciful...

take time and think about it....

sigh......

just take a paper and jot down all the thing he didn't gives you yet...then, you write everything he've given you since you came to this beautiful world...last, compare it...I'm sure you'll never count how much it is...

When you are at the top, don't forget someone on the bottom so that you could be more thankful to Allah cause gives you such a beautiful life~~

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Driving

Bismilahirahmanirahim..

I'm sad..
cause nobody want to teach me to drive the car..
This is UNFAIR...
I just want to learn it..
not drive a car for everydays...
Why they couldn't understand me??
I'm not a little young girl anymore...
I've already grown up....
argh!!........

everything came for the reason anyway...
maybe they just a little bit worry about me..
I'll try to comprehend it myself...

Wafa's birthday

Bismillahirahmanirahim..
this video I myself made it...
susah gler.....
But it's only because of my beloved friend..
I willingly do it for her..
*blinnkss
happy birthday my dear


Thursday, June 21, 2012

argh..english vs angat2 taik ayam

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

hye everybody, ops!! hye my baby bloggie...

okey, first of all..I would like to ask you "how's your day today?"

good?.....alhamdhulilah..

me?

alhamdhulilah too...I don't know where to start....uuurrrmmmm

oush, I got a love bite from mosquito on my face!!..haha..LOL

Did you feel I'm poyo when I'm speaking writing in Omputeih ?(english ler)




nope?..nope?..nope?..

good!! thump up(^_-)


I didn't know whether it's true or not if someone could felt annoying when we (including Me) poyoly speaking english..

okey then..

BUT...

maybe someone will saying

"tak yah dok bajet nak ckap mat saleh lerr"
"hang dok Malaysia, cakap ar bahasa melayu...hang tau x bahsa melayu   tu  LINGUA FRANCA.."
"ALA HANG ANGAT2 TAIK AYAM jer"

Dush!! dush!!

But I could see the emphasis of english language on global world nowadays, don't  you?

moreover, did Islam has teached us to strive in everything we do..and put all our efforts to attain our sucess..so why we must put English aside it's just because English is not our mother tongue..

think about it...

life is learning processes..do not stop from being a student of this universal university okey :-)

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

hurry up!!

oh time...you're killing me silently..dush!!

tik!!tok!!tik!!tok!!

SPM CANDIDATE!!


Sunday, June 17, 2012

My village....

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

assalamualaikum........hyeeeee...It's me...I'm now at my Beloved Vilage..But sorry to say I didn't have any picture to show you..insyaAllah one day I WILL...urmm...OKEY, I just want to imform you I'm okey( eventhough you didn't asked for it :-p )...and I got to go...bye...wasalam...LOvE Allah <3

Thursday, June 14, 2012

The story of blind girl


Bismillahirahmanirahim..


There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.


One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend . THEN, her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”


The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:


"Just take care of my eyes dear.”


This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.


Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
think of someone who can’t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food
think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife
think of someone who is crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life
think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children
think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep–
think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive
think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job
think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
put a smile on your face and thank God you’re alive and still around.


Life is a gift – Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, and Fulfill it.

My mother


to my beloved gorgeous mother

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

How He adore me

Bismilahirahmanirahim....

 today is my wonderful day...why?? because Allah showed his Glory of love..
okey..

today, I got my agama result paper..I'd expect my result was not too okey..I'm sure because I can't target my paper 2..I could feel..

suddenly...when I got the paper 1..Allah gave me 96%.. seriously, I speechless..what!!! I'm the highest in my class..I was cry...how Allah is so adorable to me..Alhamdhulilah...but I tried not to happy..because everything came for the reason....

after that, I got my second paper..I knew, I couldn't do well in paper 2..so I expected I got 60%-70%..then I got 69%..hehehe....vice versa...

what I learn from the learning process...Allah will gives the good news before the bad news..because He knows his slave very well...He want we're happy before we're sad..because the happiness sometime could coddle the sadness...so now I'm happy with my result..thank Ya Rabb

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

endless hope



bismillahirahmanirahim..


If I were a princess......

I will saying....Oh prince, will you MARRY me?


but I'm only the ordinary girl..>.<"
dream in the daytime..................

p/s: mood x berapa nak betul..endless studies

I know what I should love to do--to build a study; to write, and to think of nothing else. I want to bury myself in a den of books. I want to saturate myself with the elements of which they are made, and breathe their atmosphere until I am of it. Not a bookworm, being which is to give off no utterances; but a man in the world of writing--one with a pen that shall stop men to listen to it, whether they wish to or not.- LEW WALLACE

Monday, June 11, 2012

thanks ya Rabb

bismillahirahamnirahim...

thanks for giving me a chance to change.... 


thanks for giving a lot of strength...


thanks for giving everything I need....






thanks for giving me such wonderful experiance as a daughter of my parents, a student, a follower of Prophet Muhammad and asYour slave

superwoman!!



let's begin

bismillahirahmanirahim..

after I counted all the days  I  have before SPM exam begin..is..only 146 days left...what i'm suppose to do..wasting time? dreaming?? sleeping all time?? no...no...no....

i'm not suppose to do that..throughout my life...my mom had done so many thing for me..and now, it's right time for me to reciprocate back (maybe it's just nothing value) all her exhaustion she had done with my success...excellent result on my SPM...insyaAllah, I'll give to her..I want she happy and glad to get me as her daughther....

I know she love me......

But i don't even know how much...........

I wish+hope+dream I'll give the 9 A+ for her....



Sunday, June 10, 2012

Idiom # 1

SKY IS THE LIMIT

It's mean there are no limits to the possiblities somthing could happen / have...


so, no matter whatever I want to attain in my life, sky is the limit.. I believe to myself that I could do anything and I also believe Allah will helps me...PEACEEEE

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Today is the tomorrow I worried about yesterday
And today was such a lovely day
That I wondered why I worried about today yesterday
So today I am not going to worry about tomorrow
There may not be a tomorrow anyway

So today I am going to live as if there is no tomorrow
And I am going to forget about yesterday
Today is the tomorrow I planned for yesterday
And nearly all my plans for today did not plan out the way I thought
they would yesterday

So today I am forgetting about tomorrow and I will plan for today
But not too strenuously
Today I will stop to smell a rose
I will tell a loved one how much I love her
I will stop planning for tomorrow and plan to make today the best day
of my life

Today is the tomorrow I was afraid of yesterday 
And today was nothing to be afraid of
So today I will banish fear of the unknown
I will embrace the unknown as a learning experience full of exciting opportunities
Today, unlike yesterday, I will not fear tomorrow

Today is the tomorrow I dreamed about yesterday
And some of the dreams I dreamt about yesterday came true today
So today I am going to continue dreaming about tomorrow
And perhaps more of the dreams I dream today will come true tomorrow

Today is the tomorrow I set goals for yesterday
And I reached some of those goals for today
So today I am going to set slightly higher goals for today and tomorrow
And if tomorrow turns out to be like today
I will certainly reach all of my goals one day......

Saturday, June 9, 2012

O M E (oh my english)


Bismillahirahmanirahim

now I want to reveal one big secret...

Did you want to know???...................hah?.............you want?

you want??...

hekk..hek...nangis dulu......baru  I bagi tahu..

okey2...okey2..stop it

I actually didn't know how to speak in English....I'M SERIOUS!!! ( ini serius~~wonder pet song)
why you staring at me like that face?? (macam minta penumbuk) ...ops!! terkasar!!..teeheeeee

yeaahh...

I was born in Malay family. So, Bahasa is our main language in our daily conversation...and of course, we'll used a very few of english word at home..then, how can I improve my english if.......i'm not speak in English....you know what I mean, don't you?

I personally, want to make some changes in  the comunication among us..(how adorable i am)..

but! it doesn't mean i want to leave or deny or forget about my  mother tongue(bahasa ibunda leee)..I used to love if we better often talk in many language at home...yea? yea?...

why i think English is one of the important JOB we must work hard to improve IS because I always feel I'M old school if i didn't talk in english...keh!!keh!!...NOPE! I'm just kidding......

actually, I feel quite dizzy when my english teacher ask me to do an essay..it's quite terrible for me to do her task...yarr...my broken english...i feel SHY...yaeeww...

then......
now..i took my first step with...
i read a lot of english books...and start speaking in English with my wonderful (gewdiikss) friends..yeeaauuww!!!

but, i'm glad..thanks Allah for giving me some hope and strength..i will used it with my best to make some enhancement ......yooww...B-) insyaAllah

Friday, June 8, 2012

time and me



bismillahirahmanirahim..

facebooking + blogging + vlogwalking = wasting time

 look at the watch...I'm still not sleep, consequently, I'll late to wake up earlier...ouch!!

anak dara bangun lambat??

OMG!!!!!

okey, i need to stop it now....and get to sleep..bubye


ingatan untuk diri sendiri....

Thursday, June 7, 2012

long time ago

bismillahirahmanirahim..

ya Allah, Engkau kembalikan memoriku tentang si dia,
selepas 4 tahun aku membuangnya dari hati dan fikiran ku..
tetapi malam ni...
dia hadir dibenak fikiran ku...

andainya Engkau mengizinkan kerinduan ini sampai ke si empunya badan.....
Pasti aku akan melakukannya..
tapi aku takut ya Allah...
takut andai ini bukan tindakan yang Engkau redhai...

tapi........
izinkan daku untuk mencoret secebis helaian rindu buat si dia..
izinkan daku...........

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

once you hurt me, thousand will secure

bismillahirahmanirahim..
i tried to write a new entrry, even though my heart was hurted by someone..
Yaa, u know who that person..but i try to be more rasional..
only few month more, then i'll be free..i'll go as far as i can..
And i hope i never will meet  DIA again..i'm not hate DIA..
But i just can't see DIA in front of my eyes..it has been to long i keep my heart from not to love a person..i feel lonely..but i promise to myself..one day, this heart will belong to someone..insyaAllah..

before that, i want to prepare my self within all thing..i want to be His good servent..if Allah willing it... one moRe thing..now i know who i want to be..MUSLIMAH DOCTOR